Monday, March 30, 2020

"Deep Work"

COVID-19 has prevented us from going back to school and Andover has implemented remote learning techniques. In other words, there are no virtual class meetings of which attendance is required and all assignments for a particular course should take no more than 6 hours (a significant cut from the usual 10 hr load). To begin this term of history, my teacher asked us to read the introduction of the book Deep Work by Cal Newport. Until today, I’d never heard of this book but Newport’s introduction has convinced me to take a look at it sometime. Newport essentially argues that modern day work culture, which is filled with social networking distractions such as facebook and email, is leading to the production of shallow work since people rarely spend enough time alone thinking through problems and solutions. He argues that in this day and age, deep work, which entails hours of undisrupted work time, is becoming more rare while its value increases indefinitely. He provides examples such as Bill Gates, Mark Twain and JK Rowling who famously seclude themselves in silent places in order to ignite their best thinking potential. Upon reading this Deep Work’s introduction, my history teacher asked up to reflect upon whether we’ve actually ever truly engaged in deep work and under what conditions. He asked us to also consider new ideas to implement in an effort to gain more value-producing potential and what we’ve been doing so far. I quite liked my response to this discussion post so I’m sharing it below. 

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In writing this post, I aspire to be as frank as possible in my response: no route of consideration could possibly lead me to the conclusion that I’ve ever truly engaged in deep work. In fact, Cal Newport humbles himself in his belief “that [he][hasn’t] reached [his] full value-producing potential” (17). Nonetheless, I believe two factors, in particular, have helped me glimpse the experience of deep work of which Newport speaks. The first is interest and the second is impetus. On the history research paper last term, I remember locking myself in my room during the writing/polishing phase of my paper. I sat at my desk in Chase with a few days left before the paper was due and wrote from 5:45-9:00 PM. Time flew. I don’t think I could hide my surprise when I called my parents saying, wow, I just spent 3 hours writing my history paper! I believe writing that research paper was the closest (besides one English paper earlier in the fall) I ever got to what Newport calls “deep work.” What made the time fly was my sincere interest in the topic and the incentive to learn something more than likely relevant to my career in the future and turn in a piece of work that made me proud. Perhaps even that yearning to feel proud of my paper drove me closer to deep work.
It goes without saying that students naturally hone their studying skills with time. However, I don’t think I felt that my study skills improve in any tangible way until halfway through Upper fall. Since middle school, teachers have been telling us to take study breaks after 45-60 minutes of studying. Until Upper year, I’d always been using those study breaks to check my insta feed or play one song, which would unsurprisingly turn into 10 songs. This year, I made a swap. I kept Spotify to the gym and during those short study breaks, I would instead walk around the dorm/library, do a couple jumping jacks, or go stand outside. I believe this helped tremendously because my brain wasn’t focusing on something entirely new, such as someone’s vacation insta from Italy. Rather, my mind indirectly ruminated upon what I had left on the desk. A win-win: I got my break and my brain got hers too without utterly sidetracking. Even now, having incorporated this new trick, I still have trouble concentrating. For example, when I “watch” TV, it usually assumes the role of background noise while I browse Bloomingdales or something. Concentration has never been my strong suit unless I find interest and incentive. However, I am inspired to try something new upon reading the introduction to Deep Work. For all assignments, movies, articles, or books I try to consume, I’m going to commit myself to reading/watching/absorbing etc. for at least 15 minutes. I think after 15 minutes, I’ll naturally find myself more involved and focused on the material, rather than reaching for my phone before I’ve even begun to concentrate. I’m hoping this will improve the span and depth of my concentration periods so that I don’t “permanently reduce [my] capacity to perform deep work” (7). 

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And now I ask you: have you ever truly engaged in deep work and if so, under what conditions?

Monday, March 16, 2020

Lately

Lately, panic and anxiety have befuddled the country. COVID-19. That’s the catalyst. The virus has exponentially worsened around the world, with more deaths from outside China than within according to the Wall Street Journal. 

This global epidemic has affected the US stock market tremendously, dropping 6% just today. I think what’s also hurting the health of the economy is the lack of investor faith in the emergency works to alleviate the effects of the coronavirus, even though the Federal Reserve cut benchmark interest rates to near-zero percent. 

The worry about the rising prices of food drove thousands of people to local grocery stores, wholesale stores, and convenience stores. When my family and I went to Whole Foods to buy milk last Thursday, they had sold out. Not only were the refrigerators empty, but the unusual frenzy of people doing Thursday-night grocery shopping meant non-perishables like flour, soups, and pasta had also flown off the shelves. The checkout line was also overwhelmingly long. In my 17 years going to that same Whole Foods, I had honestly never seen so many people shopping there on a weekend at once, nevermind a weekday evening. 

Lately, I’ve noticed differing degrees of practiced precautions against COVID-19. Some people refuse to leave their homes. Some people are at the beach or traveling nonetheless. I’ve been at home this past one and a half weeks, leaving the house once a day just to get some fresh air and go for a walk. It’s scary when things have started shutting down. Dining in at restaurants is no longer possible, exercising at Barry’s is no longer possible, Harvard Square is virtually empty, and shopping in-store has become hazardous. It feels like our country must fundamentally lockdown all public places in order to fight this disease. I dislike being cooped indoors in one place for too long so the thought of having nowhere to go makes me a little bit anxious. 

Our school extended Spring Break. It’s completely within the realm of possibility that the administration may extend it even further, considering that they encouraged all international students currently not with their families to return home. I’m anticipating a month of online classes, followed by the potential to return to school by May. Anyhow, these next couple of weeks are going to be quite a memorable ride and we’re just at the beginning…

Monday, March 9, 2020

The developmental phase


Ever hear of the phrase, everything will work out in the end? Or there’s light in the tunnel? The 2019 seniors in my dorm told me that repeatedly during periods of stress. At the time, I failed to fully appreciate the meaning behind that saying. I had supposed the light at the end of the tunnel would suddenly come together, or that the “end” would be when I finished high school. I’m on Spring Break for the next two week so I’m writing this from a retrospective point of view. What I can confidently say is that this term forced me to take a new look at these two sayings.

I suppose there’s something we could call a lag time where we’re waiting for the results of things we submitted/completed a while back. That period I’m going to dote the developmental phase. I realized this past term that a large part of what caused me stress was that I was waiting for the results of many things I had set forth or completed, such as standardized testing, summer programs, and schoolwork. I had completed most of these tasks from late December to early February so this past term, it felt like I was constantly anticipating the results of each major task. 

I think the anticipation during the waiting period caused me the most stress. I was constantly thinking about things that were out of my control, such as how well I’d done on a test I took or a paper I had submitted.  I thought about the results of my applications to summer programs and what scores I would get on my standardized tests. I realize now how unhealthy these behaviors can be because, by the end of February, things began to fall into place as I received the results of each article I had set forth. When these uncertainties solidified towards the end of February, I felt an utter relief, as if the weight from the worrying had been alleviated.

I suppose life has always been like that, for the developmental phase didn’t just emerge spontaneously. I believe a combination of Upper year and the weight of every task I complete added an additional stress by bringing a new degree of heft of the development phase that made it stand out this term. But I’ve learned from this experience and I’ve energized a new outlook on the saying everything will work out in the end. 

The end by no means refers to the end of high school or the end of college or when I find my first job. The end doesn’t refer to major stepping stones, rather, it refers to the small steps that it takes to get us there. Waiting for those small steps to work out is what working out in the end entails. I hope that I will remember this in subsequent terms. I hope that I will remember this on the days when it feels like nothing is going right when in reality, I’m just waiting for the results of different tasks I complete. There’s a nuanced difference here and I see the importance in its acknowledgment. 



Sunday, March 1, 2020

A single shortcoming


“Being aware of a single shortcoming within yourself is far more useful than being aware of a thousand in someone else.”

 -Dalai Lama

My thoughts heading into finals week of my upper-year winter.